Sunday, 12 July 2009

the stow life - july 2009

so, i got a phonecall from a guy asking if i do home visits.
"yes, for some clients".
"do you groom large dogs?" asks he.
"yeah, no prob" says i.
here's the rest of my tale about wrestling in the ettrick valley - www.flickr.com/photos/raona/sets/72157619672572210/

summer in the south of scotland has been gorgeous. while he was on a week's leave phil & i took a drive over to the west coast. here's an account of our daytrip - www.flickr.com/photos/raona/sets/72157620939827300/

phil's pal neil came to visit for a few days. he's a pro photographer, especially partial to birds. they took a daytrip to the farne isles in northumberland to snap a few puffins. see if you can spot him here -

phil snapped some stunning pics of the farne islands visit as well as his & neil's other daytrip to north berwick & tantallon castle. he's published them (complete with amusing captions) on his facebook account. if you'd like to see them, friend him there.

callan's been rather busy since she finished school. there was a 3 week nirvana in which she put in marathon periods of idleness. that changed when the summer holidays started. she's working all hours at the holiday club at stow primary school & still doing long hours at the cinema. when she's gets the opportunity & isn't otherwise engaged in other teen activities she's partial to spending time in the kitchen. or trying not to burn the house down. like on friday when she & james tried to make chips. or yesterday when she baked chicken to take to her pal robyn's 17th birthday party. teens should come with a warning label. they're hazardous.

we've been following the progress of the new windfarm about 2 miles from where we live. from the main bedroom window one can just spot the very tips of 2 blades as they rotate. a few weekends ago we took a walk up to see it. here's an account of our mosey to the new windfarm - www.flickr.com/photos/raona/sets/72157620987711460/

i understand that non-facebookers may been prevented from picking up the bouquet of wildflowers i emailed from facebook. if so, & you're partial to flowers, its here - www.flickr.com/photos/raona/3690442639/in/set-72157620999206386/. these tiny wildflowers were all snapped on the way to the new windfarm. the individual flowers are in this album - www.flickr.com/photos/raona/sets/72157620999206386/

if you don't tire of flowers, there are more of the common ole garden variety - www.flickr.com/photos/raona/sets/72157621014251811/

when not grooming dogs, i also do some dogsitting. dogs are a common interest in our household & our two mutts also enjoy doggy company. this month we've had the dog daze of july - www.flickr.com/photos/raona/sets/72157621142806148/

xx

Monday, 1 June 2009

the stow life - may 2009

how about our news in pics for a change? oh all right then, with captions & anecdotes.

a sunday amble in thornielee woods - http://www.flickr.com/photos/raona/sets/72157617004935329/
lemon cupcake saturday - http://www.flickr.com/photos/raona/sets/72157618586612037/
a walk to three brethren - http://www.flickr.com/photos/raona/sets/72157618773319349/
gone to the dogs - http://www.flickr.com/photos/raona/sets/72157618968650031/

dog lovers, the dog on the blog joint winners are:
eric - http://www.flickr.com/photos/raona/3566069696/in/set-72157614885230906/
& alfie - http://www.flickr.com/photos/raona/3557109956/in/set-72157614885230906/

facebookers, look away now ... (you've done this already):
nostalgia alley - http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=96730&id=679331466&l=2fd45d8c50

xx

Wednesday, 22 April 2009

roy's onion

(originally written in response to a post by my cousin on facebook.)

this is dedicated to my cousin - who, like me enjoys solipsistic analysis - & any others who enjoy peeling back to reveal the layers beneath ...

* my worldview is naturalistic. i arrived at it initially through curiosity, appreciation of aesthetic beauty & the fresh air on offer. since i acquired the skill, bookishness supplied & verified the evidence & answers i crave. it consistently throws up more questions which prick my curiosity further. consequently i have a reasonable understanding of the natural world, accept the physical & don't seek the meaning of life in the conventional sense or "believe" in a supernatural realm. i think humans can learn much from observing the natural world. (the jury's still out on the metaphysical; the early evidence for discoveries at nano- & sub-particle levels are quite compelling.) i think the notion of "mystery" is simply the unexplained we don't yet have sufficient knowledge of to understand. in my view the scientific method is the most reliable system we have to develop beyond the mysterious & natural selection the most plausible explanation yet for the origins of life. its encouraging that science is an ideology which encourages freethought, criticism, review & admits its shortcomings. there is a lot of bad science out there too. i am dismayed that many humans wilfully squander their intellect to ignorance & remain entranced by superstition. do you think its incuriosity?

* which gets me exercised about ... god/s. i think he, she, it &/or they are products of human imagination. the redundant slur of the religious believer - atheism - applies universally; with the exception of the one god (or more, if you're a multitheist) that believers make concessions for they're as atheistic about all the others they don't "believe in". the notion of worship is too darn grovellingly dehumanising for my taste. it wastes precious time which may be more productively spent understanding onesself & the world around one. so to worship something which may or may not exist is absurd. i think pascal's wager is the grudging surrender of a terrorised absolutist.

* moving swiftly onto religious faith & religion ... faith arguments are pithy to the point of implausibility. for example, the claims made by the so-called holy texts (of abrahamic religions) are unconvincing & to me patently the work of human ingenuity. it is a reasonably small minority who share this opinion, but its not unique. i don't accept that faith is the superior third way that believers' piously claim it to be. nor do i think religion should continue to enjoy the disproportionate privilege or authority in society it has for millenia. i do acknowledge that it has some benefits; fellowship & charitable works just two of them. there are more. for those, no god is required. i think that on balance its divisiveness & absolutism make it a malign force in contemporary society. as a political tool for order & control it once served a purpose, at the cost of development & progress. i'll settle on secularism, which tolerates personal belief. & disbelief. (& if you're interested in debating religious faith's contamination of morals & ethics - particularly relating to gender & sexuality - i'd be happy to oblige.)

* on my skepticism. this is a consequence of a contemplative nature (what i call i-thunking). i don't think my agnostic, freethinking father realised the profound effect his encouragement to "question EVERYTHING" had on his curious youngest daughter. on occasion my conservative mother - suspicious of modernity despite enjoying its comforts & uncomfortable with the spectrum of grey that is human complexity - still implores me to "stop thinking so much". she refers to my failure to arrive at definitive or absolute conclusions as fence sitting. i see it as consideration of various perspectives & openness to new evidence. (this is a significant threat if one buys the marketing shpiel on some fundie church billboards). skepticism can be exhausting, challenging & annoying. to the skeptic too. its not everyone's teabag.

* which leads to ... conversation. i think its an artform not valued highly enough for its merits. there is an overabundance of superficial babble & sadly, opinion is all too often a whinge about the media's current subject matter. it is rare to encounter original thought. rarer the opportunity engage or delve in considerable depth into a subject. i find it refreshing to encounter opposing opinions, ideas or dissent & energetically spar with debate, criticism, disagreement, pursuasion or negotiation. especially fuelled by some or other form of refreshment.

* which gets me in mind of ... wine. despite concerted effort over the years i have never developed a palate for the grape. or the hops, for that matter. to me they smell too much like vinegar & vomit respectively. (i hope that doesn't influence your preference for tipple.) i find the aroma & taste of alcohol in general repulsive. if its disguised by fruit juice or some soda mixer its sufficiently palatable & i tolerate its effects in moderation. i enjoyed them in considerable abundance in my 20s. very occasionally - out of politeness - i will quaff a quarter glass of wine over a meal. i have found that my distaste for it has revealed a suspicion of teetotallism. when pushed to explain this the offerer can be left feeling awkward or unsatisfied by what he or she possibly deems my uncharitability & this can be tiresome. i empathise with dry alcoholics who must also sometimes find it so. in my 20's i experimented with the softer of recreational drugs & for a period enjoyed their largely soporific effects. my drugs of choice nowadays are sugar & tea. in moderation.

* callan is the (sole) unplanned & very wanted work-in-progress of my considered nurturing & a whole lot of input from many, many others who have touched her life. her upbringing has been intuitively experimental inasmuch as i felt it necessary to facilitate her exposure to as many experiences as i was able. it has been variously exciting, interesting & terrifying. our relationship is not a traditional one. my role as parent is not one journeyed superficially or without intent & i have on occasion been accused of irresponsibility. that she is healthy, happy, sociable, independent, articulate, opinionated, fiercely intelligent & reasonably fearless reinforces my confidence in my abilities thusfar. family values - or any other limiting labels beloved of party politics, had nothing to do with it. enlighten me as to their merits anyway. why limit a child's development to the cloyingly narrow confines of the family unit? how much more is there out there to learn from the wider world? beware though, a taste for knowledge early on can wear a parent down. or out.

* i am inspired by many great people whose solitary obsessions made significant contributions to humanity's advancement. my mental wellbeing is nourished by stillness & order in my life, which gives me space to cogitate. i strive for an ideal balance of empathy for others with a strong sense of self. despite intense sociability - on my terms - i value self sufficiency & independence highly. i am sometimes perceived by others as detached, or mistaken as cynical or hard hearted. my material needs are few & with the exception of books, stuff is burdensome. i suppose that's trite when one's gathered 40+ years of possessions. by today's consumerist standards many would judge me disadvantaged due to a dearth of electronic gadgetry. discussion about aspiring to ownership of status symbols is the one subject i find awfully boring & which you'll find me woefully ignorant about. i happily admit to intellectual neediness.

* my interests in history, culture, politics & life in general have been significantly enriched since i moved to scotland. its very different from my interests while living in south africa. some of that is probably down to maturity. i imagine the same applies to immigrants from other new world countries, but i think a some of it has to do with having lived in south africa during a particularly inhumane & unjust period of its history. i am still working through some saffy baggage, which is sufficiently processed to consider myself liberated from the issues to focus my energy on feeding my need to keep learning. on the history front i have a bit of a passion for the enlightenment & the victorian era. i am very fortunate to have edinburgh, whose charm never ceases to captivate me, close by. the rest of the british isles are abundant with sufficient to keep me enthralled for a long, long time. i am thankful for having chosen to relocate to such an interesting place, populated by interesting people & with the freedom to participate more fully in a civil society. there's a whole world out there, though & i wouldn't rule out living elsewhere in future if the notion took me.

Tuesday, 7 April 2009

the stow life - april 2009

despite having lived with dogs most of my life, this has been my first spring as a professional dog groomer. its been memorable. i was looking forward to a sharp increase in bookings after a slow winter. its the norm for the profession. i was also prepared for doggy coat changes, shedding in particular. the surprise has been just how profoundly the change of season affects some dogs.

some dog owners - in the northern hemisphere anyway - stop grooming their dogs over winter. there are common misconceptions about the protection a dog's coat offers against the cold. many mistakenly believe or assume its the length of the coat. come spring many mutt coats are a matted, stinky mess. this coincides with the "great shed" as warmer weather & lighter days arrive. my time & effort the past 6 weeks has literally been consumed with dog hair. there are some captioned mutt shots of a few de-shedded victims i remembered to snap post-groom. see the set called furrynuff mutts.

the spangly fangly custom built grooming table the masterfully resourceful tom made for me at the beginning of the year has been invaluable, as i'm getting requests to groom large and giant breeds (which the other groomers won't accept). its an ideal size & height for the big 'uns, who won't tolerate the larger & higher regular grooming table. i feel rather like a dog mechanic when grooming their underbellies, as i can literally work underneath the dogs. they can probably lay claim to some of the most thoroughly groomed undercarriages in the scottish borders. very handily designed, it collapses too. so added to my portfolio of services now are home visits, which have proven popular with vehicle-free & older clients.

the upside of all this dog hair is that my small but carefully selected stash of good quality dog undercoat is growing, if only in volume. i've put out feelers to have it spun into cheingora, which i intend to knit into an article of some sort or another. a hair shirt it may not make, but a wee novelty it will.

between dog hair episodes we've been enjoying more outdoors time at kid's club. the few hours a week that i work at after school club are an enjoyable way of passing time. the school playground overlooks the southern end of the village. it has idyllic views of st mary's church, gala water, excellent birdlife, fields of sheep (& lambs gambolling in spring) & woodland hillsides across the valley. with some sunshine, a gentle breeze & the sound of children expending energy i find it most agreeable.

the kid's club has successfully applied for funding and change of use to start a holiday club. the 7+ week summer holiday is invariably an expensive, trying time for both working parents & children. its just too darn long for little ones, whose boredom thresholds kick in once the novelty of non-routine wears or the fortnight's holiday away is over. when callan was younger we very gratefully availed ourselves on a few occasions of part-subsidised holiday childcare clubs which my public sector employer had arranged. she loved the sociable interaction & the novel activities on offer while i enjoyed peace of mind. now that she is a young adult eager to earn an honest living this summer she herself will be working as a holiday club playworker. she is keen to notch up as much & as varied working experience as she can fit in to her schedule.

i had the opportunity a few weekends ago to do a play training course with a colleague from kid's club. the course instructor was a superbly demanding, very experienced physical education teacher. amongst other she taught us how to play "beans": baked, string, broad, jumping & a variety of other forms all of which required our enthusiastic participation. it was held in the gym hall at melrose primary school, where she had also laid out a vast selection of equipment to use as aids for encouraging movement & physical activity in babies & young children. not only was it a good laugh to play the role of the child again, we also acquired a few subtly persuasive techniques to coax more retiring or shyer young bodies out of inactivity through humour and fun.

along with the demise of winter, edinburgh's festival season is blooming again. phil & i enjoyed a fascinating day at a full day international science festival event. held in the exquisitely historical anatomy lecture theatre of edinburgh uni's medical school, and titled hauntings: the science of ghosts. (more info here if you're interested - http://www.sciencefestival.co.uk/Events/Preview-events/Hauntings-The-science-of-ghosts.) there are also a few photos of the atmospheric venue on flickr in the set called supernaturally skeptical.

as reported last month we were looking forward to the first edinburgh skeptics in the pub. what a pleasantly stimulating evening we passed in nicol edwards bar (which lays claim to being haunted). about 20 of us gathered in a small vaulted bar to hear chris french speak about the psychology of anomalous experiences. the audience participated in a variety of predictive techniques commonly used by psychics, astrology, religion & branches of pseudoscience which make extraordinary claims. the pt barnum effect was used for a cold reading. also discussed were alien abduction & apophenia, at which point chris showed some amusing photographs to illustrate pareidolia. his enthusiasm for this field of academic research was supported by statistically compelling data about belief in the supernatural. & just how many believe what they believe! its a scientifically controversial field of study, but given the sheer numbers the academic snobbery is somewhat surprising.

i haven't any fantastical comments about the alleged supernatural phenomena in the venue. the larger than lifesize full body dorian gray-like painting watching over us was disconcerting enough though. all the more so when some behind it poked their fingers through the vandalised mouth of the subject. the q & a session was lively but devoid of dissent. i found that a little odd, but i'd been hoping for some debate. nevertheless, an interesting discussion emerged about critical thinking in the education system, but was unfortunately swiftly brought to a halt as we'd overrun on time. we'll go to simon singh's session in may, about alternative medicine.

btw, for jo'burgh based readers interested in skepticism, there's a similar event started up. see http://acinonyxscepticus.wordpress.com/2008/11/11/first-johannesburg-sceptics-in-the-pub/ for more info.

earlier this month phil & i had a long weekend with the morgan side of the family in bolton. phil's nephew arthur was on leave after a tour of duty in the middle east with the parachute regiment. on the friday evening a condensed family group did jeff 'n pickles regular farnworth pub crawl. i wussed out quite early on, my karaoke threshold exhausted. phil stayed a while longer before retiring to the antelope - his "local" many years ago. he was delighted to find some of his old mates there & they reminisced about the lost years over a few more pints. the extended family get together was on saturday night at smithill's hall coaching house, a dickensian style eatery, where we simultaneously gabbed & gorged ourselves.

later that evening the party reconvened at ken & nadiya's, whose house we stayed at. despite protestations to the contrary jeff & sharon's cunning strategy over a few hands of cards relieved everyone else's wallets & pockets of change. the simplest of games disarmed the simplest, i'm afraid. (come to think of it the disproportionate size:content ratio of their coin bags when they arrived may be a clue.)

the weekend wasn't all refreshment & robbery ... we managed two great rambles. the first led gamely by spike, ken & nadiya's muscular staffordshire bull terrier. he may walk less frequently than others, but his great enthusiasm more than compensates for the infrequency. phil experienced its powerful abundance for 2 hours over 3 miles. ken - a reluctant pedestrian & nadiya also fairly enjoyed the outing.

on the sunday, sharon collected us to visit lottie, the irish thoroughbred mare she recently adopted. after a few months of loving attention she's recovered very well from her previously neglected state. she's developed rather a pesky addiction for the carrots through jeff, who'd wanted nothing to do with horses pre-adoption. after visiting with a variety of 4-leggeds at the yard (including a prodigiously shedding alaskan malamute & an akita), phil & i walked back 5 or so miles back across the valley. following a brief replenishment at a small local inn we came upon one of phil's primary school pals, out walking with his family & dog, so we all walked 'n talked before going our separate ways.

samuel beckett's waiting for godot has a very short season in edinburgh. the line up includes ian mckellen, patrick stewart & simon callow. how can one not? so we are. friday night, kings theatre. not knowing much about the play beyond its reputation, i've done a little background research, in the hope i find it as profound as its reputed to be.

now, if you can't get enought of scenery, there are more recently uploaded captioned photos of the scottish countryside on flickr. check out the sets titled lost in dalgety bay, up north berwick law, a picnic in peebles.

lastly, apologies if we're mid-correspondence or if you're due a reply on facebook or email. i'm getting to it. meantime, what's your news?
xx

Sunday, 8 March 2009

the stow life - march 2009

callan had a frustration of dental proportion recently on a routine visit to the orthodontist to have her braces tightened. previously, she's had to trek up to the only other orthodontic practice in edinburgh every few weeks for this 5 minute procedure. in january an orthodontist opened a practice in galashiels - 8 miles away - & we've managed to transfer her to it. on monday, her first visit at the new practice, the orthodontist advised her that in his opinion the edin orthodontist hadn't undertaken the most effective course of action. the train tracks she's had for almost a year will have no effect once removed unless she wears a retainer permanently thereafter. one of the options he put to her, & the one she's decided on following research, involves removing the existing train tracks, extracting 4 teeth, then fitting new train tracks to shoogle around the remaining teeth.

the uk medical profession shies from recommending or endorsing a preferred course of action. this places significant responsibility on the patient to make an informed choice, which i don't think is a bad thing; there is so much information available nowadays after all. when my mum lived here she hated it. being of a generation that worships doctoral decree she popped prescribed medis without giving the schedule information a once over. the book of the week on radio 4 a few months ago was a history of medicine, from which a sobering factoid was quoted ... its less than 100 years since doctors cured more patients than they killed. puts matters in perspective for me. that said, the healthcare in the scottish borders hasn't let us down in the 10 years we've lived here. our local medical practice is staffed by professionally attentive, knowledgeable folk who i hold in high esteem. but i'm from the prevent rather than cure school of thought; a hospital visit is something i work hard at avoiding.

spring is making a spurious attempt to break the chill of winter. the countryside is strewn with snowdrops, aconites & crocuses. the daffs and tulips will soon have their turn. february saw 3 weeks solid of snow lying on the ground. the novelty wore off around the same time the snow ceased being fluffy. the muckier it became, and the more routine-curtailing its presence, the more oppressive it was. my routine wasn't too badly affected, as i'm on foot for much of my everyday work. the local council ran short of grit salt, there was significant disruption to business and schools were closed on a few occasions. the global economic woes briefly fell from the headlines as the media took issue on the public's behalf with the met office for either forecasting too much snow or berating it for snow which failed to fall.

our family has started gradually blossoming after the fug of winter. i find it particularly challenging to motivate myself to do anything more energetic beyond undertaking the most perfunctory of nesting activities in the darker months of the year. fortunately, my productivity levels flourish from early spring until the evenings draw in earlier in mid-autumn, which assuages my guilt at my idleness just a little.

my seasonal "mountain goating" job for independent walkers holidaying in the tweed valley runs from april to the end of october this year. one of my route management responsibilities before the season starts is an on-foot recce of the 5 day, 59 mile route. so that's been one of the first significant chores i've undertaken in the past few weeks. phil is an enthusiastic co-walker (with a less desirable lust for risk). he has a well developed talent for transforming an amble into an adventure, usually with unintended but occasionally mildly life threatening consequences. of the 4 walks thusfar - which average between 6-10 miles - the most enjoyable has been the 9 miles from melrose to selkirk, over the eildon hills via the small village of bowden. after an earlier tea break in bowden under a huge old tree on the green we broke for a well deserved picnic lunch midway through the walk in the shelter of a woodland overlooking the panorama from a high point near lindean.

the most recent walk wasn't quite as delightful. the additional 4 miles over & above the already arduous, planned 8 miles took a few days to recover from. we got lost in inclement weather along ridges in a network of hills & valleys between selkirk & walkerburn. i don't know what the wind chill factor was up there, but it was pretty miserable trying to dodge mud, rain, sleet and snow for most of the walk through peat & heather. keeping positively focussed tested my mental stamina somewhat. the descent of the last 4 miles or so along woodland tracks and forestry back roads in fading light - unable to pinpoint our location - was just a little hairy. even the dogs were becoming despondent. if you'd like to do a spot of vicarious hillwalking there are a bunch of captioned photos on our flickr site.

the acclaimed national geographic doccy guns, germs & steel was broadcast in the uk a few weeks ago. i read the book on my friend gerald's recommendation, & found jared diamond's account of his theory about human development very interesting but rather scholarly. i don't know if you're familiar with diamond's work or the premise of his theory (his wikipedia entry gives a flavour of his brilliance ... he's a polymath of eye watering proportion) but his presentation style is rooted in academia. without being disparaging i'm not suggesting he's likely to be the most compelling of lecturers. the 3 hour doccy was made in 2005 & includes new content not in the book. it was masterfully produced; narrated with a subtelty that revealed diamond as a man of immense sensitivity, driven by intellectual curiosity to try and make sense of his observations over more than a quarter of a century pursuing his varied fields of study. its cinematically beautiful too. wow! aptly sums up my estimation of it.

as my schedule is jam packed until the end of october we'll be staying firmly put not too far from home. every summer we brave edinburgh's holidaying millions & take in as much of the festival content on offer as we can bear until reaching cultural saturation. our emergence onto the social scene after copious nesting in winter starts in the next week or so, commencing with the inaugural skeptics in the pub in edinburgh. the session is titled the psychology of anomolous experiences. the first weekend in april phil & i have booked to attend an event at edinburgh university which is part of the science festival. its called hauntings ... about paranormal stuff which we all share an interest in, albeit from different perspectives. phil has long participated in an online forum of paranormal enthusiasts. he's the token skeptic, although sometimes accused when taking the role of devil's advocate of being a cynic. i can't get my head around why people invariably dash to superstition in the first instance to explain anomalous occurrences, but there you are, ghosts around every corner seemingly. a common theme which runs through the accounts to the forum is emotional disturbance. add a teen to the mix, put 1 + 1 together and the result can be ... more than 2. we're taking a long weekend break at the end of march to visit the morgan family in bolton & manchester. phil's nephew is on 2 weeks leave from afghanistan then, so its a fitting time to get together for some familial sociability. we've booked to travel by train; its far more relaxing than driving down the m6.

i'm so loving working with mutts, which i find by far the most satisfying and pleasurable work i've done. if you're interested i've published a few comprehensively captioned furrynuff photos on flickr. the grooming, walking & sitting provides many, many anecdotes which i have ample opportunity to exchange with other dog loving clients, friends & acquaintances. our two dogs relish the sociability of their lives too, enjoying both doggly & human attention (particularly being clapped, the vernacular for patting in scotland).

xx

Thursday, 29 January 2009

the stow life - january 2009

greetings from frosty stow! festivities despatched with & the new year settled into, the flow of email news has resumed & tests the hinterweb's capabilities once more. so its off my jacksy & tippety tappeting to reciprocate with some of ours.

after 9 years of corresponding in this format, this is the retirement edition of the stow life. there are several reasons for this; least of which is that email newsletters are increasingly outmoded in this age of social networking. this very newsletter ceased to be personal when i resorted a number of years back to blind copying it to the growing list of correspondees around the globe, to preserve a small measure of privacy. its been a creative outlet for me & i've immensely enjoyed penning it. as i said to a friend recently on the subject of correspondence, its the story in history (or herstory, if you're that way inclined) that i'm after. other people's, that is. contrary to the law of diminishing returns - because let's face it, my contribution has been infrequent (we'll discount voluminous ...) i got back way more than i gave. your anecdotes, news & views have been pleasurably pored over whilst seated comfortably & more often than not enjoyed with a cup of tea. in much the same way i used to read letters back in the days of snail mail.

there's an altogether more technological reason for a proposed change of format, though. i toyed with titling this edition "h@rvest: a tale of modern derring do". why? you ask. well, if you fancy a tale of true crime do read on ...

in short, spammer determination has won the day. its taken the gloss off email for me anyway. last year my email address was harvested by spammers. its a common enough occurrence, irrespective of the anti-malware precautions one takes, be it firewalls, anti-virus-, anti-spam- or ad-busting. if one uses the internet & has a reasonably busy email address - particularly an enduring one with a 9 year lifespan - its almost inevitable. if memory serves me, authoritative statistics 2 years ago already estimated 90% of all email traffic to be spam.

my predicament first came to my attention when quarantined email from 2 sender addresses appeared in my spam folder. these were from the raona address i use for everyday & a dormant btopenworld domain i last used for business consulting some years back. if neither have yet tried to flog you either porn, penis pumps, viagra, huge breasts, manolo blahniks, replica swiss timepieces or a designer handbag in the past year its probably down to a glitch in spammer technology.

i discounted it as a bit of a joke until my sent emails started bouncing back, rejected by a number of isp mail servers. raona@btinternet's blacklisting is now well underway. its a random & arbitrary process whose pattern i don't fully understand; with some of my emails rejected by some isps sometimes. fortunately (i think?) incoming email to my address seems to be unaffected ... in the past few weeks raona@btinternet appears to be enjoying a temporary reprieve from the technological nous built into the spam mail servers about having exhausted its use. for the time being anyway. be that a cautionary tale.

anyway, under both the avatar raona & my own name i've participated in various social networks & web forums for a some years now. these systems haven't entirely escaped spamming themselves, but do seem to have better safeguards in place than traditional email. they all have some or other form of member communication facility which either mimic or offer alternatives to old fashioned email. so i don't feel completely cut off.

the one generalist social network i've recently made a little more effort with for everyday use is facebook. i'm aware that its usefulness divides opinion, so this is not an evangelising attempt to lure you on to it if you aren't already there. if you are & i've not found you, please feel free to add me as a friend. be gentle if you "poke" me though. i'm not partial to pushing & shoving.

in reflecting on the past year i conclude it has been one of my more memorable ones. that may read somewhat trite, so its apt to qualify it as the step out off the hamster wheel i'm delighted i took. how very satisfying & liberating it has been too. which is not to say that i've all that idle time now that i envisioned whilst in full time employment. on the contrary, its been a challenge to adjust to the non-routine of part-time portfolio working.

with a now virtually unpredictable income of around a fifth of its previous total, i embarked on a spot of domestic social engineering: doing frugal without going without. where previously my indignation at wastefulness could have been described as annoyingly eccentric, the habituation of employing resourcefulness & creativity in utilizing any- & everything has become second nature. that this turn of events dovetailed with the so-called global credit crunch, which has itself dubbed austerity the new black, i'll claim my thrift as fashion. now, if i could just brand it & sell it ...

the enduring british memory of world war ii perplexes & disturbs me. in particular, the glorification of "a good war" in which victory is claimed, irks me. but this credit crunchkin which harkens back to wartime austerity is rather amusing - http://www.fool.co.uk/news/your-money/2009/01/20/the-great-credit-crunch-war.aspx?source=uemfoleml0010038.

whilst i'm loathe to over egg the credit crunchies, its effect has been undeniable. in the two previous years we had more requests to host couchsurfers to the area, & i'm told reliably that the number of ATG walkers dropped considerably last year too. by many accounts the dog grooming sector hasn't escaped (only slightly less so than hairdressing. which oddly enough is the one its performance is commonly benchmarked against ...! in my limited experience, its more comparable with a veterinary welfare service.) the volume of business i've enjoyed has been less than i had anticipated, although adequate for the income i require from it & commensurate with my investment of time in it. that said, i've also responded to local demand for some dog walking & dog sitting, albeit it on a very limited scale.

in amongst the mix of correspondence i enjoyed last year, i endured for a time what became a tide of viral less desirables. in the lead up to the us elections these amounted to unadulterated bigotry bordering conspiracy theory. i felt compelled to respond to the unbearability of the religiously themed pious platitudes imploring me to choke the internet with godly wishes or suffer supernatural consequences. my very limited tolerance for any of the variety of gods you may have tried to peddle was exhausted; one god is one too many for me. depending on the veracity of your righteousness you may therefore have found yourself on the receiving end of my opinion. if so & if you must, its your prerogative to take offence. our secular festive greetings were less personally directed but childishly cathartic. religious belief is one of a number of subjects i take an avid interest in. but its an intellectual one. you're welcome to keep the faith.

callan reached mid-teenhood on boxing day. her hard earned title of teen idle officially became redundant two days before then, when her labour was snapped up by the local cinema - the only cinema, that is. at the bargain price of the (barely) minimum wage for 16 year olds. i'm as reluctant however, to re-christen her teen toiler as she is to admit to rather enjoying the job. this despite trying to avoid being offered it, on the basis that all the other jobs offer higher pay to 16 year olds. to her chagrin, those jobs weren't on offer on this occasion. oh, there is also (only) one perk; free entry to movies. whilst she hardly whistles while she works, she is delighted to be remunerated a sum which affords her some financial independence which she craves. much needed it is too, given that her monthly allowance stopped when she came of age. she has proven an adeptness for withdrawing the modest savings deposited monthly in her name over the past 10 years. i'm hoping the novelty will wear & that she'll be less so when she's toiled for the lucre herself.

her prelim exams start next week. it'll be a tooth grinding wait to see whether her confidence in her abilities is justified. i am hopeful this will be less agonising & tearful than the confusion which accompanied the receipt of last summer's standard grade results. bearing the surname anderson - scotland's most common - & the same initial as her classmate calum, doesn't excuse the qualifications authority's blunder. she seems determined to kill a pre-uni year at college acquiring some more education. or opportunities for socialising even. her leanings are toward the social sciences; politics & law specifically. she was very inspired by the goings on at the scottish parliament on a recent modern studies field trip with one of scotland's more constructive & tireless politicians, jeremy purvis, who represents the scottish borders region we live in. there has been discussion about her seeking an internship - paid or unpaid - to build up some experience, pending the outcome of her higher grade qualifications over the summer.

in pioneering spirit the very parochial scottish borders was the first region to survive britain's digital switchover. the analogue broadcast signal was switched off on 6 october. amid some confusion, the expected drone of whining about change & in spite of extensive publicity in the two years preceding it the deed is done. the plethora of choice about which of the many digibox devices was the hardest for some, whilst once decided, the array of configurations with one's existing household entertainment gadgetry stumped others. the local newspaper carried a lengthy article about valiant campaigning efforts to halt this latest progress. the 11 word headline about the story, starting with "borderers complain ..." was, i thought amusingly verbose. the first two laboured the point. having acquired some sky satellite boxes some years back & availed ourselves of the freesat from sky service, post-switchover we switched to the terrestrial freeview service which stow is now eventually able to receive. by this stage well into thriftiness, i freecycled our sky boxes for freeview boxes. if you're unfamiliar with the worldwide grassroots freecycle movement, i encourage you to give your local group a try. prepare to be amazed at the stuff that changes hands.

indulged in any culture of late? i look forward to your reviews. we've long subscribed to lovefilm's dvd rental service for a lengthy list of must see movies. phil is skeptical of some of my choices, dismissing them as arthouse or artless. very convenient it is too to slob it out in the comfort of one's home. phil, callan & i took ourselves off to the festival theatre in edinburgh to be enthralled by derren brown performing illusions & psychological trickery. he's very funny, even better in the flesh than on the tellybox. if you're unfamiliar with his work & enjoy oddity his blog is a good intro - http://derrenbrownart.com/blog/.

on the reading front, which has been a little neglected of late, a handful of more memorable reading:
* rory stewart's unorthodox insights about his walk across afghanistan in 2002 in his travel memoir the places in between.
* the cartoonist martin rowson's beautifully written & very funny family memoir stuff.
* & sticking with martin rowson (i'm a convert) - his short, sharp polemic the dog allusion. for god lovers curious about their beliefs, if they can tear themselves away from holy books. its also has a chapter about dogs ...
* joe bageant's oddly titled but scarily serious deerhunting with jesus. a phil acquisition whose title caught my eye. it got a decent review in the sunday times too. it drew me in to the very last page. extremely insightful about american politics; left & right both.
* joe bennett's where underpants come from. his quest to understand the new china, from the perspective of all the stuff it produces for the rest of the world's consumption.

its now 7h30 & pitch black outside. a teen is stirring in the next room. i'm looking forward to spring. the dogs look forward to another half hour under the duvet.